"God be with me even when I am in hard situations..."

It took a while since I haven't wrote anything in here but today I feel I can't really tell anyone how confused I am so I will write them down.

I can't believe how quickly the time gone already 1 month and 7 days taken since when I moved from Shenley to Borehamwood :-( I miss the Terens family sooo much. So what can I say I moved because I wanted to be independent and also I wanted to try to reach my dream what I always wanted to do; to study and this I couldn't really do in family:-( unfortunatly. I thought probably will be a little bit easier if I can live by myself but I dissapointed everything went in a wrong way round:-( God's ways is not my ways, I had to leave the home car where I started to work because I didn't liked it and also I wasn't happy with those people whom I worked with:-(

Since I left my life is just a BIG worry 'what I am going to do, how I am going to pay everything, and all sort of things' and I know I shouldn't wonder because I've got a God who cares about me who never lives me alone but I still I am not too strong:-( OOO God please be with me and next to me and show me what to do because I don't know. Thanks God I always get some temporaly jobs what I can do but I know this won't be always. I want to thank you God tonight what he done for me, he didn't left me alone even in hard situations and I can feel him next to me all the time. " But God I also ask you to show me your ways with my life in the future because I know until now I wanted to do my ways and everything went wrong because it wasn't your ways; God but now I want to put my life in your hands and please put me in the right path and look after me."Thank you God to listen my prayer.